I am in love with John Green. He is my literary hero.
Paper Towns and An Abundance of Katherines, hit me hard.
Looking for Alaska and The Fault In Our Stars answered my questions about life and death.
If I could make a wish, its to meet him, and get a chance to talk to him.



And yes, I also now have Let It Snow, I'm now in search for Will Grayson, Will Grayson.

An Abundance of Katherines

John Green, 2006

"That's what I was thinking about before you came. I was thinking about your mattering business. I feel like, how you matter is defined by the things hat matter to you. You matter as much as the things that matter to you do. And I got so backwards, trying to make myself matter to him. All this tome, there were real things to care about: real good people who care about me, and this place. It's so easy to get stuck. You just get caught in being something, being special or cool or whatever, to the point where you don't even know why you need it; you just think you do"

"And the moral of the story is that you don't remember what happened. What you remember becomes what happened. And the second moral of the story, if a story can have multiple morals, is that Dumpers are not inherently worse than Dumpees- breaking up isn't something that gets done to you; its something that happens with you."

"But there's another way. There are stories. Colin was looking at Lindsey, whose eyes were crinkling into a smile as Hassan loaned her nine cents so they could keep playing. Colin thought of Lindsey's storytelling lessons. The stories they'd told each other were so much a part of the how and why of his liking her. Okay. Loving. Four days in, and already, indisputably: loving. And he found himself thinking that maybe stories don't juts make us matter to each other- maybe they're also the only way to the infinite mattering he'd been after for so long. And Colin thought: Because like say I tell someone about my feral hog hunt. Even if it's a dumb story, telling it changes other people just the slightest bit, just as living the story changes me. An infinitesimal change. And that infinitesimal change ripples outwards- ever smaller but everlasting. I will get forgotten, but the stories will last. And so we all matter- maybe less than a lot but always more than none"

My Starting Portfolio

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Styled by: Carmela Vizcocho
Hair & Makeup: Hanna Pechon

Model: Sirene Sutton

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Model: Samantha Gomez

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Model: Samantha Gomez

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Styled by: Carmela Vizcocho, Gie Nam, Sam Portillo, Edrick Paz, Lauren Laudico, Denice Cajulis
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Model: Jessie Hollman

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Hair & Makeup: Hanna Pechon

Model: Jessie Hollman

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Model: Manuella Basillio

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Hair & Makeup: Hanna Pechon

Model: Jessica Yang

Wish I could travel to a parallel universe where I'm the only person and only my thoughts and endless row of good reads are with me.

Skimmed through my sent emails and  I realized one thing,

What I wanted a year ago is still the same thing I want right now which was also what I wanted even before graduating college.

Finally, its getting clearer now, this IS what I want.

I'm praying hard for this one, another shot, one more time.

Oh, may the odds be in my favor, this time around.