Forever Alone -- NOOOT!

I'm sorry if you get offended with this one but I hate it when people say they're 'forever alone'. Like seriously, how can you be forever alone if you know for a fact that you have your family and friends with you?! I mean c'mon not having a partner does not end the world, people! I don't get the concept behind people saying that they're forever alone. Sometimes, you have to open up yourself even more to the world to realize that you are never alone, that somehow in this place someone else is going through or have been through what you're going through and if your swamped with problems or what nots remember that there are people who are actually willing to help you and maybe you're just pushing them away. And lastly how can you be forever alone if you know for a fact that you have God with you, and He never abandons. So see, its really just a matter of how you look at the world that make you judge that you are alone. This though is true, when you think that you are forever alone, then unhappy you will forever be. 


And this exactly is the reason why I refuse to say I am forever alone. Because I am not. 

Human Nature

The human nature of people asks us to give what we want to receive in return. Maybe some people just give so much because they want 'that' much in return. But then what if you have been giving it to someone who doesn't know how to appreciate. Does that give us the license to feel unappreciated. Some others give unconditionally but despite that, they can't give anything anymore, you know why? Because they haven't received the same amount of 'love' or whatever they have been giving away for the longest time. And you can't totally blame them, can you? So this is what I tell you, learn how to appreciate the people around you, 'cause you don't how much trouble they have to go through just for you to feel loved. 

Looking in

The down time that I have now makes me think a lot about life, of how my life has been and how it will turn out. I am currently in one of the major crossroads in my life. I ended my life as a student months ago and now I'm stuck here at home waiting for things to happen. For things to go my way. Praying for patience to endure the wait and the discernment of what I really want for my life.

The down time that I have, made me appreciate all that I had before. The sleepless night that most of my classmates, including myself complained about and the times spent with friends laughing away as if there was no deadline set in the next couple of hours. Funny how we manage to underestimate the good things that we had in life. Looking at life, we never truly appreciate what lies in front of us, but rather we keep on looking toward the horizon and missing out the beauty of where we are now. This time I have in my hands have helped me appreciate work and all the things that go with it. I am not a workaholic but all I want is to make the most out of myself and to help the people around me. I'm also able to look back on things that happened to me in the past.  am a person of no regrets but then there are just things hat I wish, I did differently, no I am not gonna re-do it because my life turned out to be crappy but I am going to re-do it for myself. But those things have taught me a lot and one of those is to always pic-up our self. We should never be afraid to make room for mistakes because it is truly through that, that we learn. You see, because of the things that has been happening to me, I tend to question myself and how I do things in my life. It even made me question my own dreams and goals in life. Life seems to have a conspiracy against my future but then I am always humbled by the fact that God has a better plan for me, in the right time when I am ready, He will give it to me.

So at this moment while waiting for my chance at life and continue on with this journey, I am still thankful for all the beautiful blessings that He has given me and appreciate the time I get to enjoy myself and know myself even more. When the time is right, better things are bound to happen! :)